有的人说得很对，一旦你有一段时间没有写博，你就渐渐地消失了写博，以及不断寻找灵感的习惯。

      这个月以来围绕着自己的都是派对。4月18号一场，4月25号一场。前晚10点上床是我本月最早的记录，结果半夜就发烧了，人生多不公平。

      除了派对，签证也拿到了，机票也订了，剩下的两个月，该干点什么，我现在还没有知道。

I was thinking about this at the night when I was laying on a guest room bed of Christophe's apartment. But I had no idea of what I was going to write. Is it going to be another personal diary? I'm kind of tired of this.

Wine.                                                        

I didn't know(and I still dont know) what I was drinking at that night. It doesn't smell as graceful as tea, but the liquid makes you only want to take a sip, and let the taste stroll between your teeth & tongue. I think that should be the sound of dining that allow to make in French table, yah?

Candles.                                                    (I contiued this after 6 hours outside)

Christophe has no tele in his apartment, instead, he has just bought two nice cushions laying in the middle of sitting room, all electric lights were no more inventional, candela, with the wind blowing within our conversation, flickered the shape of a fabulous candleholder, this was a chance to let yourself melt down in the known french romance.

Christophe                                                

First of all, it surprised me I knew Christophe is a buddhist. Since that I had a sensible chat with him till his partner needed to bed.

However, in order not to make this like a diary(as I said), I shoulded probably stop here.

I know when people start to like you is because you seem like the one have nothing to be sad.

You know when someone has never ever showed you his sadness means he doesn't care about you.

I know sometimes you feel perfectly fine but never in the last 30 seconds before you reach home at 3 am.

You know there will be a few more steps left so then you can leave it all outside the door.

I know you can feel that some other people is trying to get close to you.

You know then you cannot do this because this's not the way of showing how much you care about this guy.

I know you know you deserve more.

You know I know you only want nothing more but him.

I know if people write sentences in this way which must make others think you're unhappy.

You know the more you write, the more others think, the more you can release.

I know you always say to yourself like "he's not the one you want."

You know he's now the one who makes you changed, no matter in what way.

I hate you Andy makes me stay up so late. I have a work outside tomorrow morning.

The word "can't sleep" is not the same meaning as "sleepless". I'm not sleepless, I merely can't sleep right in this moment. Caused by that Hong Kong Esquire magazine(finally a good male fashion magazine), to be honest.

Yesterday as a holiday I went to HK to my cousin who had never been to there. Woke up in an early morning, still met a crowd of mainland tourist, we went straight to Hong Kong Island. Due to it's not a discount season I didn't expect much on clothes purchase, instead I actually wanted to buy gifts for my cousin Bear who had her birthday in February already, and some good friends who are going to have in these six months. Why in Hong Kong? Because it would make them feel fine if I let them know I went to there for this gift for him/her. It's good to go there on my vegetarian day, I didn't have much impulse on food, snacks; and I didn't even think about chocolate, summer is attacking! However, at the end of the day, I couldn't resist a special offer of GUCCI POUR HOMME II - I was/am completely defeated this smell-good liquid.

And today(I mean it's now yesterday)I went to the new disco Vanity Fair with Julien - my new temporary head, for the opening party on 18th night. Julien is kind of the only one in charge of all, he actually let me have more opinions rather than listen to what he say, I enjoyed this task indeed.

After a not-so-good-as-last-time hair cut, I went to Berry's apartment, was planned to have a drink in Shekou with the crew, but they're all tired or something like tiredness so plan was canceled. I wondered why I couldn't do something...normally I shall be the guy who shut off the DVD and let them all moving ahead, and normally I shall let everyone know what I'm thinking...In spite of this, I saw Lukas with the HTC S1 mobile phone, so I asked Lukas for sale, surprisingly he said yes! I love this guy. Then I brought it home with me, practice with new funtions, the more I consider was actually how am I supposed to pay even it's in a good price...

      我最终总结出来，以战争为背景的书总是深深的吸引着我，但同时某些类型的战争书永远不会在我人生中留有一席之地。两者相同的是故事里总有人死；不同之处在于有一票人为了战争而死，而另一票人是因为战争而死。我不喜欢阅读为了战争而怎么样去献出自己生命的故事。

      这本小说更象是一本剧本，因为在情节发展的时候不时的穿插着象幕后花絮一样的不同于故事本身的思想，或者暴露出预告一样的情景；有点象窃窃私语，也有点象自言自语。